It's happening again.



But that's not to say I'm in a better mood now. The game is incredibly tedious at the moment, it doesn't even feel like a game anymore. It feels like a job. And like I've said before, once it feels like that, you shouldn't be playing it anymore. I hate having to make all the decisions for the set. I hate having to lead, especially in an area when I have no experience, because it ultimately falls on me if we fail. It would definately be a lot better if the set was equal in discussions, and worked together more as a team and less as a shepard and his sheep. Suggestions and comments are always welcome, and that's why I made the journal in the first place--for the set members to post and comment and discuss and suggest, and for the members of BK who aren't in the immediate set to have a part of the fun and also to get in touch with me should I not be online at the time. 

**[Edit: Okay, I rethought this and I came up with a solution. I am opening a lj community for BK. It's members-only, so if you are a member, head over to the comm and get yourself added as a member. Also, any latecomers who still aren't a part of the LS Community, get yourself set up there as well. I'm going to try one more time...]**

And what I notice, is you people don't post. You read, and you comment to my face and answer individually to my face or on MSN, but there are never any group discussions, group wishes, plans, nothing. Lots of times, people go through me, instead of speaking to each other. It's incredibly frustrating. I would like some input, is all.